心痛? 不可能

在意? 不可能

一切都无法解释

情感是那么的奥妙, 我无法渗透

到底为了什么而辩?

好模糊, 好迷蒙

就像迷路

我...真的走不出去了

怎么办? 真的是这样吗? 怎么办？
我真的害怕了，不要了可以吗？
可以逃避吗？
我可以逃走吗？

这几天都觉得很累。想好好读书，却一直想睡。。可是我每天都有睡至少6个小时，怎么会累呢？感觉自己好‘猪' 啊~~~

我想，那是种抽象的累吧。。

怎么那么快就对一切都厌倦？ 我只知道我好想家。。

何时才能回去呢？

最近，发现我突然有种感觉，以前从来都没有的感觉。。很玄，无法解释

就像我无法想象北极熊怎么和金鱼相遇，飞鸟如何想游, 鱼如何想飞。。

无从摸索，无从说起

就让一切随着时光的瑚柏，自然而然地，封闭在未知数里。。

就让我耐心地等。。

I love you =)

出走

今晚, 一个人出走.

不走走看看, 永远不会知道沿途风景.

原来这就是我梦中的不夜城. 圣诞快到了...路边街灯都开始装饰,就连灯光都变得有点梦幻...

走在那陌生的街上, 看到一个老外在弹奏小提琴, 怎么我听起来就像是中国古典乐曲? 哈哈

也看到了那个大广场...有棵好大的白色圣诞树...也有几只可爱的白色小熊...白色灯光亮着, 让我好期待那梦中的白色圣诞...

逛着超市, 商店都开始售卖圣诞装饰品. 看到一些可爱的小礼物, 不会贵, 可以买. =)

感受到晚风的刺骨, 但心好温暖, 真的感受到那小小的幸福^^

一个人出走,真的不一样...晚上的所见,也全然不同...

我要...出走.

Help...T_T

I don't want to fail in direction!!!!!!!!! >_<

I can't even recognize the buildings around my residence after two months staying here ....T_T

If I am alone, I will still get lost from class to class, buliding to building...

I still cannot walk alone to the nearest shopping mall...no...I should say...after I get in to the shopping mall through the entrance which I am familiar with, I don't know whether I still can get back to the same entrance or not...

I go to the wrong entrance = LOST

I don't want I don't want >_<

I want to recognize every roads and bulidings here!!!

突然想写些什么...

写了些字,却又把它擦掉

无话可说...

人越大, 越觉得空虚...

领悟的事越多, 也渐渐对一切没有了感觉...

我不想这样...

但无能为力...

人都不能抗拒长大

期待真正豁然开朗的一天...

我知道我已经伸手可及...

就等着别人的醒悟

It's My Day ^^

Hahaha..i have more than 24 hours to celebrate my birthday..because of the time difference...yesterday was my birthday in Malaysia...then today is my birthday in Canada...hahaha...so fast one year had passed..and I rmb last year i celebrated my birthday with my housesmates...miss them lo~~~ yesterday we all went out to eat and it was my first time to eat steamboat here...of course malaysia's steamboat better lo hahaha...but actually it doesn't matter...so touched they all are willing to celebrate my birthday with me...coz i noe everyone is busy with study, next week got midterm >< i duwan to waste ppl's time...this was the first thing which makes me feel like crying...i am easily touched but it is not easy for me to shed tears...

Then yesterday night, at 12.30am, bainin skype with me....that time denise was in bainin's room too, we all chat for a while then kelly came in, followed by xinying...bainin's webcam not bad o...i can see all of them clearly...then they sang birthday song for me...I am so touched and suddenly miss those time we spent together in A-06-11...hahha..it was a really valuable experience which is only owned by us, the member of A0611 ^^ we chat for an hour, then I called wahida to come and 6 of us chat for one more hour...hahaa..it was like 2am already...i sacrificed my sleep, but I was really happy and touched ^^ This was the second thing which makes me feel like crying again T_T

today morning i checked my email...found out so many wishes from facebook, or e-cards....all from my primary, secondary or taylor's frens...hahaa...feel so happy o...my birthday is remembered..now i only noe how many frens I have..hahaha..anyway I am really touched...this feeling is even stronger when I am in a place, so far away from my home...

and thanks to the gift again...the nivea hand lotion is really good...guess my hand wont be so dry anymore XD and the lipstick, it's nice on my lips..haha..XD

妈妈告诉我,今年的阳历十月二十五日就是农历九月初八,刚好我出生那年,也是同样的日期,十九年来,阳历和农历碰头, 这是头一遭...好巧哦..哈哈=)

祝我生日快乐 =)

I like it...

Slowly...I have found my real interest...I will develop my interests in the field and I will not waste my talent and passion in that field~~ Thanks for the long talk yesterday night, I really learned a lot..

Finally, the book has published..and as expected, it is the nicest among all the series, because of its harmony colours...and the most important is, the quality of the essays...I thought it will be expensive, coz of the size, thickness and colour pages..but it is cheap!!! it's only costs RM 13!!! must buy...worth buying...please support =)

Nowadays, it's becoming colder and I got injured on my hands...cold burn >< the temp ady dropped to -ve...but it didn't snow yet...heard that this autumn is colder than last year's, so either the winter will come earlier, or the winter will be terrible...

miss the hotnesss in Malaysia eh~~~

And happy birthday to my brother!!! can't celebrate with u all this year...(actually for the next four years) I miss you all~~~

I miss home TT ~~~

Exams

This week is quite full with exams...Calculus test which worth 20%, chemistry midterm which is also worth 20%, and next week has linear algebra mid term...Those tests quite tough leh...especially the chemistry...the hardest chem paper i have ever had..=.= But I know all these are parts of Uni...this is just the beginning...luckily I am quite optimistic with those marks...really nid to learn how to be more optimistic...since form 4 or form 5 I have started to feel nothing for my marks..coz I know all these will matter nothing at the end of the journey...so i never really stressed on my marks..haha...although now I am in Uni, I am still the same...trying to become a robot le...haha...I know, everything will be fine at the end...don't worry and be happy...
And proud to say...U of T ranking this year is 29th...very top eh...I study here but i duno why it will rank so top..=.= haha...
and this Saturday, I am going to Mississauga again...haha..i quite miss the biotech gang there..=) now is autumn, it is beautiful over there...next monday is the only holiday before the winter break...the ThanksGiving day...
Till here...cheers!!!
Study hard, and play hard too!!!

One month

Here I am.

Nothing much...new life new experiences...

Mid-term is around the corner...

Study hard and play hard too...

Weekdays study, weekend relax...

Listen to songs...

Sports...

Shopping...

Exploring...

Miss home too...it's so far away...

Lastly...Happy Mooncake Festival!!! 中秋节快乐!!!

悟

也就过了两个星期．没什么，就只是过回忙碌的日子．只是一切都要自己去打理了．孤身一人，来到这陌生又遥远的大城市，能靠的只有自己．而我，从出发那天到现在，眼泪都没掉过，还以为自己会哭呢...也许真的麻木了...
听着天黑黑，突然想起很多以前的事，想哭，但还是忍住了．
一夕之间，领悟了许多．
给我勇气，让我坚强一些．我知道这一切都不容易．
一句普通不过的话，就能给自己带来安慰．
加油．

Classes will start tomorrow

First class after a long long rest...

3 months of pig life...

Anticipating, worrying and exciting...

Hope everything will be fine...

Hope I can get used to those buildings and roads as fast as possible...

Good luck.

went to the JPA meeting just now...met with alot of frens fr missisauga...mathew, philipeee all tat...haha...really happy to see them..^.^
video call with UBC ppl...my housemates....CT....TXR...feel that they are really far fr us...

trying to make myself comfortable...

this few days, walked alot around the downtown of Toronto...to buy stuffs, like extension, comforter, laundry basket, detergent,......
settled down in Chestnut, already packed all my stuffs..my roomate is a korean, she is nice=) speaks fluent english, japanese and korean...so we communicate in english..haha...already used with Denise(english speaking roomate), so it will be fine...^^
went to explore my campus too, St.George...it is really easy to get lost there...so many roads and buildings...I am really sucks in direction, really need some time to get used to it...
legs get injured too, as a result of walking too much...=(
anyway, everything here is fine...and Toronto is really nice... I like the weather so much...=)
tmr will be the engineering flrosh...hope I wont get too tired..and hope my legs will not be too painful...
will be the best I can be...=]

Finally reach Toronto

After a long journey of 30 hours flight, I finally arrived safely in Toronto...
Now settle down in a hotel...after two nights will move into my residence...
Here is very nice...I can see CN Tower from my window...=)
Tomorrow gonna to be a busy day...

In Dubai

I really cant believe I am in Dubai now...later going to London, then Toronto.

Excited, not sleepy at all...

Now everyone of us is sitting down and online...

The Dubai International Airport give me a 'desert' feel...hahaha...

hmm...will be going off again at Malaysia time 10am...

Still abit confuse on the time difference...

There will be no time at all in London...all rushing...

I will update post again when I am in Toronto...

Last post before I leave for Canada

I will leave tmr....wil reach KLIA at 5 pm...
KLIA-->Dubai-->London-->Toronto
will reach Toronto at Malaysia time, 6.30am, September 2nd.
hmmm.....stil feel nothing now, just feel abit excited and unbelievable..hahaha..
i will update post in Dubai!!!
Canada here I come~~~

Flight confirmed

My flight will be on the 31st....just received the confirmation email fr jpa today...
U of Toronto St.George campus will be splitted into two groups...one wil be flying on 29th, another group wil be 31st...
11.59pm flight, transit through Dubai and London...
yay!!! I have the chance to be in two countries before I reach Canada.
will miss everything here~~~

*Touched*

Duno wat is my feeling now...

Just went to hy's house for bbq...not quite sure it is our farewell until few days ago...haha

So we chat and eat...everyone still looks quite same after we graduated for almost two years...

We tooks lots of photos too...i think those photos will be uploaded in facebook soon^^

Went back to home at 12am...well..before I and nian yi go back, they gave us winter cap from universal traveller...then we took pic with the farewell gifts....

Ermmm.....reali duno wat to say...all i can say is...thank you~~~

Thanks for everything...i am really touched..although i didn't cry...=)

Plz dun appear at airport lo..=.=...if not i really wil cry i think =(

Lots of love from me =)

少了我

少了我, 家里就没人扫地, 抹地板, 洗碗碟, 叠衣服, 收拾客厅.........

相信你们能习惯少了我的日子.

而我, 也希望能习惯, 少了你们的日子...

Can't believe at all...
It's so fast~~~too fast...
Everything just ends...and everything just starts...
Old things gone and new things come...
I know the thing that is faster than light already...
If it doesn't exist how good will it be...
How good will it be? If it is meaningless for me...
I do not have to worry for anything, because it doesn't exist in my life at all...
When can I realize, everything is just a dream?
When I wake up, I will be really good, really good...
No more suffers...how good will it be?

Back...tired yet happy=)

Back from the trip...

it was tiring..but it was really fun=)

Thanks to Hexen and Wai Chuen for the Penang trip...

Thanks to Chook Teng and Derek for the Ipoh trip...

U guys have done a great job....we are really enjoyed and we have fun^^

Let photo speak for itself...many photos of the trip are available on facebook...

My flight will be on 28th of August...other Uni will fly on others dates...

That means I will not see those who are not going to the same Uni with me...for at least 8
months right?

Yesterday in the end of the briefing, i said to CT: See you next year...

Sad...

Haizz...mixed feeling...

Everything's going on...

Very fast...the trip is around the corner...will see everyone soon...

Guess this will be the last trip before everyone separates to different parts in Canada...

Hope ICPU mates will have chance to gather again...maybe after a year...=)

Will not online till after 11th...

The pre-departure briefing....wondering how will it be...need to wear formal again...

I hate formal wear...=(

And I think, sometimes, something is really fated already...

Never think of it before...think it's impossible until it really happens...

*It's been arranged*

Well...hope all of us will enjoy the trip...It must be really fun =)

Very free~~~

Erm...actually not that free also...I havent prepare anything yet...for the PI trip, for the briefing...for Canada...haha..

Just feel like writing something here after updating my blog's look...

Today I woke up at 9.30am!!! Such a big glory for me o^.^

So I have more free time today....that's why I spent a little more time on my blog...I experimented every blog skin and text font colour, tried every different arrangement of the blog elements...

hahahah..too lame right? Sometime when too free for a long time will bring people crazy....

But anyway...time flies...and I know that once we start studying, I will start complaining oso: Assignments too many, exam too hard, I want holiday!!! I want to go home!!!

hahhahaha...human is like this...

Gotta wake up slowly ad...September is coming!!! >_<

Random

I feel sad for siew ying's visa...HCC ask her to wait for another medical form..WTH? Will she be able to get her visa done before the briefing? She said she maybe have to redo her medical check up...=( feel unfair to her la....duno wat happen to her visa..

That day she called me and told me about her visa problem, so I ask her dun go to the trip already. I hope that she can get her VISA done before the pre-departure briefing...*pray for it* Although she cant go to the trip with me anymore, of course i noe visa is the most important la...=)

So i decided to go pudu...meet with them and go to penang together=)'

On the other hand also, feel happy coz I had made the correct decision=) I should keep my promise all the time, to become a good friend...=)

Proceeding~~~

I went to Putrajaya on sunday, to search for the briefing place. Putrajaya makes me lose, too many roads there...If I lose there, then I will be late for the briefing. So, I better go around the place first...

Remember the last time I went to Putrajaya was for my interview..that time also come few days before to recognize the road. I duwan to bear the risk to lose. Now I feel Putrajaya has changed abit..it's like suddenly got alot of bridges and tourists..duno la...anyway..maybe last time ad got, just that I duno..=.=

I wonder why the meeting place is not at my interview place...coz although the meeting place is quite beautiful, it cant compared with my interview place, Putrajaya International Convention Centre(PICC)...very beautiful view from top of the building, i rmb there are alot of tourists taking photo there...

Today I went to see dentist...to check teeth before I go to Canada...my teeth is in good condition, so the dentist just help me to "wash teeth"(洗牙, how to say it in English?-.-) Feel good...=) I will go every year(or half year) to check teeth...

So fast it will be August soon...A new life gonna start...

Till then, take care=)

Some photos taken in the Lake in Putrajaya...

为什么我们竭尽全力地活下来, 却还得做命运的奴隶?
我们要等到哪一天, 才能获得真正的自由? 到死的那一天吗?

My beloved A-06-11

I have something to say about all my housemates…

Denise :
She is my first roommate. A sweet and loveable roommate =) Still remember the first time when I saw her, I thought she is a Chinese-speaking girl…coz she has a very chinese look!!! So I straight away ask her: do u speak Chinese or English? Denise replied : English. Haha…lol…But slowly, I realize that she can understand Chinese and if she wants, she can speak fluent Chinese. Hahaha…Although she is very good in her study, she never ‘show off’ in front of me la..haha..in fact sometimes she will still ask me calculus or physics questions( WTH? Are u asking me how to do those ques???) haha…and she is really helpful, always help me in my study…and many people actually ask me whether am I feeling stressed being her roommate. I want to say, it is not stress at all being roommate with Denise, in fact it is very relax. I never see a person with such a relax mood yet can score the highest… Hahaha…Although she is going to the different U with me, I will always remember her as my first and the most special roommate. =)

Xin Ying:
Among all my housemates, only she and I are Chinese-speaking. So, we get close very soon…and she is my first friend from other states. She is also the one who makes me believe that one still can get sincere and best buddy in college. We spend most of our time together, and I learn a lot from her..coz she is very independent..she takes care of me most of the time…although she is younger than me…and the one which I really canno forget is the time when we watch yi nan wang together. Those days, every evening before 6pm, she and I will go da pao from banana leaf and sit in front of TV at 6pm. Then, when the theme song of yi nan wang is played, we will sing together. Haha..such a sweet memory…I thought nobody will watch this drama at casa…but I find one..who shares the same interest with me…we are hokkien, we love singing..still rmb the LAN class where we sing My Love together? =) Do you noe I am touched, tat time, when I was coughing seriously and I had lost my voice, u prepare many cups of honey for me? I am really glad to have u as my companion here, for me a totally new place…=) We are going to the diff U, but I will miss u all the times…

Bainin:
Haha…bainin do u know u r very special? U are the first friend of mine from other ethnic…And you are the best malay friend of mine o^^ U are very very funny, and u r the one who will always bring laughter to our house. At first I am not so close with u, I think after two months or so, I start to get closer with u…start from the point, which we rehearse the Macbeth drama together, coz we are doing the same scene=) I still rmb tat time u still haven memorize ur line, but I ad rmb mine. So I “show off” in front of u…start from that time, u start to label me as ‘evil’…hahaha…and start from that time too, we start to get really close…and u always tumpang in my room, ‘pillow talk’ with me and denise…=) Wont forget that time, when u, denise and me locked ourselves in my room, talk and laugh, look at those Korean stars photos, and both of u are shouting “arhhh!!! How handsome this guy is!!!” hahaha…^^ ya..haha…u are the one who always make me laugh..when we stay back until 9pm together, when we do our rube Goldberg project together, or when we having our dinner together..Bainin, honestly, u bring me laughter, happiness and confidence…=) Will never forget u o^^

Kelly:
She is very kind and helpful…and I wont forget her faith in protecting the environment and the Earth. She is the one who support the dress up week the most. From the rock and roll day, to back to school day, or traditional wear day…she really support…and I wont forget the Friday, when the whole house wear baju kurung…it is so memorable and so sweet…all housemates wear baju kurung together..and this is my first time to wear baju kurung too….=) She is quite active in co curriculum…and she got learn martial arts…hahaha…last time she showed me some techniques…haha…quite scared that I will fell down and get hurt…lol..haha..and she is really very geng lo…can play monkey bar and pumping(not girl’s type pumping lo) which I can’t...Also, I wont forget her dad who is so nice and kind…still rmb he sent 7 of us and all our luggages to school on BTN day…I will miss her…=)

Wahida:
I thought she is a Chinese when I first saw her. She really looks like a Chinese…coz she is very white and even whiter than me…I mean the skin colour =.= At first I dunno her much. But soon find that she is nice and easy to get along. Can talk a lot with her when free…I remember one day, we spend the whole afternoon chit chat in my room. =) although I end up doing nothing, but it is really fun…haha…and I oso know Malay guys like her so much…ahahaha…wont forget the time when 4 of us, having our dinner together at banana leaf, or having roti at Bombay^.^ She is my only housemate who go to the same U with me, and she also get the same residence with me^^

Ain:
My lovely yet not so close housemate…=) But I am really impressed with her kindness..she is really kind..I remember that time, when Anna’s leg got burned and cant go to school by bus, she offered to send Anna to and fro between taylors and casa…=) Not long ago also, xin ying, bainin, denise and me went out to eat steamboat. At first we planned to walk there, but feel that it is quite dark and dangerous…So Ain offered her car for us, xin ying will drive us....*Touched* She said that recently casa is quite dangerous and got ppl got snatched…she care for us more than her car=) I think if is other ppl, they wont willing to borrow car for us lo, especially we all are not good in driving(denise and bainin don’t even have a license XD)…So, I am totally touched…thanks Ain^^ Miss you too=)

I will never forget u all...I love all of us...

My beloved A-06-11...=)

English in Sc & Math...

I feel really disappointed with the latest policy...also feel sad and hopeless...

I wonder how they discuss...

What are their reasons? Because students do not show big improvement in math & sc after 6 years taught in English?

Big improvement will not show in 6 years...in fact it needs longer time...

So how can they change back to BM just because of "no improvement"?

Which country is the most advance in science and technology? What is the language they use?

We all know it by heart...

That's why we need to learn Sc & Math in English!!! Because if we need to learn the latest update of science and technology, we need to read that in English!!!

We need to follow the language used by the country which is in the front line of advanced science and technology!!!

*speechless after reading the newspaper*

Wu Gui Family =)

This time wanna write about my wu gui family...^^

Kaihan---Ker Wei---Huei Ying
Junn Terng---Jie Hong---Kok Thai

This is how we seated in our 2 years classroom, 4S1 & 5S1 , located at the new building beside the school field.

It is really fate which put all of us together...

I was 3B student, who suppose to go to 4S2, not 4S1...But i duno how they arrange, i had arranged to enter 4S1. Before this, I duno any of them, i just know ker wei who is my best friend since primary school.

In the beginning, i was thinking of changing class, to go back to 4S2, maybe I think that I am not qualified to enter S1....And I duno any of them, i miss my old classmates...

But at last I din apply to change class...coz very mafan la...

So, I, kw and hy simply choose a place to sit...so coincidently, we sat in front of the 3 guys...

From knowing each other, to chit chat during class, and at last to the well-known wu gui family...

All these are linked by fate...缘...

If I am not arranged in 4S1, I will not have my wu gui family now...

If I choose to change class, I will not have my wu gui family now...

If I, kw n hy choose other seats, I will not have my wu gui family now...

What am I trying to say is, everything is made up of many tiny tiny reasons, for it to happen...If one of the reason does not exist, the thing will not happen...

Just like when I was in Taylors, I know alot of new frens...if they did not choose taylors, or if i did not get the scholarship, we wont know each other...and there are alot of tiny reasons for them to come to taylors, or for me to get the scholarship...All the reasons are linked and connected to each other...So, we should appreciate everything, for all of these only happen under the perfect connection of everything.

So, I really appreciate my wu gui family...

I love everyone of us...

We are the most special 5S1, the most special family!!!

WU GUI FAMILY forever & ever !!!

A brand new month after college life...

so fast...one month has passed after our final...
life is very empty...no aim, no study, no exam...
This is my feeling, everytime after a big event, I will feel empty...
Until August, I think i will keep on feeling empty...
Duno see from which website d...Feeling empty so filling empty...
I am trying my best to fill my emptiness...

Facebooking...recently tried restaurant city...but i dun tink i like it...
I nvr like facebook games...just like to see thru all the photos..haha...
Skype...haha...this is fun...can call so many ppl in one time but dunid to pay...haha...
Novels...it will make me crazy...I dun even need to eat and sleep when reading it...

Recently also discuss alot abt the trip in August...
So many participants, can book a bus d...
Hope no problem in accomodation and transportation...
Anyway I noe I will enjoy the trip coz many of my frens are going...

Time is so fast..with a glance of eye, it will be August and we will be going to the trip and pre-departure briefing...
Followed by preparation to depart...
And fly....

The best in life is always appreciated after it is lost...
生命里最美好的事物，总是要等到失去后，才懂得珍惜...
Appreciate...

well...This week, I duno went to KL for how many times alry...
first to submit documents to CEC...
Then went to HC to collect my VISA medical form...
Did medical check up in KL...
Collect the medical report in KL...
Submit my passport to HC...
KL KL KL...=.= very sien arrrrr....
Very soon, we will have the pre-departure briefing...Things go really fast...
The briefing will be held in Putrajaya....so far la...how to go?
But Putrajaya is very very beautiful...with the colourful bridges...especially at night...
Still remember the marathon in Putrajaya, early in the morning, at 5am, I walked pass the bridge...it was so beautiful...
So, we should anticipate the briefing...haha...

BTN Sepang...

I just came back from BTN camp...one step closer to fly...
Quite a nice experience I had in the camp...
There are something that I like, of course there are something that I don't like...
I really enjoy the physical activities, from senaman pagi, 2km lari, kembara to abselling, all are valueless experience for me...

但是，我觉得他们还是很蠢．．．
我最不赞同的，就是他们竟然说政治比教育重要．．．
我是可以明白，现今的马来西亚社会，政治是很重要的．．．但是如果和教育比，它根本是连一粒沙子也不如．．．
不管是先进国家，还是发展中国家，又或者是落后国家，教育都非常重要．．．
要是没有了教育，基本上，我可以说，世界完全都不存在了．．．人类会以比现在快几千几万倍的速度，步向灭绝．．．
还歪说什么政治？
简直是短见！

Maybe got people don't agree with me, but we will all truly understand it one day, when it happens...

出自内心的一番话

我想用华文写．．．能表达更多．．．
虽然我知道，当人生到了某个阶段，分离是难免的．但还是忍不住伤感．．．
我现在就有那种感觉，和2007年的毕业典礼一模一样的感觉．．．
从没想过我会那么地不舍，一直以为2007年是最后一次．．．
这．．．才过了一年，感觉上就像已经沧海桑田了．．．
从没想过，这里的朋友都会那么地好．他们都很亲切，就像老朋友那样．．．
这个学期过得真快，快得连我自己也不知道，感情究竟是怎么培养起来的．．．就像是突然间，大家都变得好熟捻，基本上已经忘记了我们并不认识彼此的日子．．．
也是在一眨眼间，我爱上了这里的一切．．．
所有的人,所有的事，都变得好温馨．．．
爱上casa subang，纵使我以前并不怎么喜欢．．．
爱上ICPU，纵使我以前并不那么享受．．．
爱上所有的讲师，纵使我以前觉得很生疏．．．
爱上每一个朋友，纵使一开始时，和他们并不是很熟．．．
爱上留校至九点，不是因为啃书，而是有一大班的好朋友一起留校，一起聊天．．．
爱上九点的巴士，不是因为不拥挤，而是那巴士根本就是个旅行巴士．．．
朋友们，我只想说，我真的是爱上了这里的一切．．．那是多么地美好．．．
因为有了你们的支持与陪伴，我才能跨过这一切．．．
那是说了多少次谢谢，也无法表达的．．．只有把我对你们的感激，深深地埋藏在我心底最深处．．．
我已无法想像，自己能把你们忘了．．．
因为爱，我不舍，我怀念，我伤感．．．

it is so memorable...

Back from genting trip...
It was really fun, up there in genting, crazy...playing all those games that i nvr dare to play before...
It is so unbelievable that we are now heading to our graduation day and btn...very very soon, graduation day and btn will pass...just like our last day of final exam and genting trip...
Just wanted to say, I am so lucky and happy to know all of you...feel really happy and relax with u guys, because I can say and do anything crazy...We are very very crazy when playing together...haha...
Don't know why, when I am with u guys, i will become really crazy...rmb the days when we went to karaoke, genting trip...how crazy am I? It's because I m really enjoy when spending time with u all...
I will miss the time, when we don't want to sleep at 2 in the morning, go out from our hotel to the garden, feel the coldness, cold wind and mist surround us, it is like heaven...although it seems like idiot for some ppl, but i know i m really happy...I will miss the time when we scream together, the screams when in redbox, the screams when playing pirate ship and roller coaster, the screams when playing 'heart attack'...
U all are the most special people that i have ever met...Haha...never see such crazy ppl like u all, make me also wanna become crazy...
Not much time left...we are going to different university...we will say goodbye to those days when we study together, staying together, '9pm gang' together...
I really scared that I will cry on 20th June...

Shedding tears when typing...I will cry either on graduation day or 20th June...

解脱...

我们, 变相地解脱了...

All the best everyone...

Final will be on Wednesday...

I am looking forward for 1st June, after Calculus final...

The end of final...=)

Anticipating the Genting trip too...hehe

Anyway, now just concentrate and pia for final first...

Good luck and all the best for everyone...

We can do it!!!

GIRL's Power!!!!!!!

Today, it is our Rube Goldberg presentation... After so many weeks of worrying, our project finally SUCCESS!!! I will like to thank some ppl...

All my group members...Denise, Xin Ying, Bainin and Yoke Fuan...thanks for all the sacrifices for this project...
Jason...thanks for willing to send us and help us with our project...(although i noe it is ur responsibility as my roomate is ur gf...hehe)
My daddy...thanks for helping us to bring our project to school and back home...
Nian Yi...thanks for providing us with some useful ideas...thanks for lending us ur tools...

Thank God!!!

When our group firstly formed, we are wondering whether we can do it or not, without a guy in our group...But now, it is proven that girl can do anything by themselves, we dunid to depends on guys!!! We are able to make all those stuffs ourselves...we are able to come out with those ideas...and the most importantly, we are able to success!!! I am really proud of my group...Hey girls, WE DID IT!!!

Rube Goldberg rocks!!!

GIRLS ROCKS!!!

Ghost talk...

erm...recently i keep on talking about ghost...duno why...
But thinking of ghost, i have many weird thoughts...
first, what is a ghost? Can we actually see them? Or can they actually see us? To see us, the ghost must have eyes...If they got eyes, then why can't we see them? I mean even if ur whole body is invisible, ur eyes must be visible to reflect light, if not how to see things? If we really can't see them, it means that their eyes are also invisible...They will be blind and won't see us too...Or they got any power to influence us to see them? Coz as far as i noe, some ppl do see ghost...but ppl like me, never see a ghost b4... Why? Why some ppl can see them while some ppl canno? Remember, the organ which enables us to see things is brain, not eyes...eyes just reflect it and send the nerve impulses to our brain; our brain interprets it and we see tings...So, maybe the ghost have the ability to influence our brain...Why not? This also explains why photo always can show some weird things, but in reality we do not see anyting...
Very confusing...

随笔

只剩下二十几天了...很快吧...只剩下大约三次来回巴生与梳邦之间...我们就快毕业了, 也快出国了...搞定了我的CPT后，我就可专心准备大考了．对于成绩,我似乎已经麻木了，也不想再去计较什么．有人说，人类能进步是因为他们并不满足于现状．有了衣服想要外套，９９分想拿１００分，得到了这个想要得到那个．．．是的,也许我也无法否认．．．但是，我还是忍不住要讲一句．人类真是愚蠢！有了物质的先进又怎样？那么大的野心只会让人类更加退步！看起来，我们很先进吧．．．但是无论我怎么看,这些都是大风暴之前的晴朗．．．人真的是在退步．．．我有很深很深的领悟，但却没有人明白．．．也许，要等到未来，才有人明白我在说什么．．．不惜歌者苦,但伤知音稀．．．

I do believe in aliens=)

Now i really should work on my cpt...but i really have no mood at all...i duno and not sure wat to write...haiz...but now, i become very energetic when thinking of the alien stuff...

Please la...dun be naif and stubborn, aliens do exist...and i m very sure that they have visited our planet!!! And according to research and some logical thinking, i do believe that they are all around us...I mean u are only sure that u urself are not alien right? How r u suppose to know abt others? Hahaha...of course i m not telling u that ur frens are alien la...but just keep urself observance and u will truly understand me one day=)

We as human being are really really tiny in the universe. Our knowledge level is very very low...I understand that human's knowledge level is still not sufficient for them to believe the existence of aliens. It is not that aliens do not exist, it is because human's technology level is still not high enuf to discover the evidence...

But then, we have got the evidence already right? If u open ur eyes widely, listen carefully, observe ur surrounding and think differently, u will know that they never stop to provide us with evidence...

Maybe u will say i m crazy at this moment...all these are still beyond human's knowledge=) I understand it deep in my heart...just be more observance and don't ask me why. U have to find the answer for urself...

忆

不如...就让他随风飘吧...落花何尝不伤悲? 当我看着手中的残花时, 已有许多流星, 从我身边划过...那场早该结束的日落, 不如, 就让他结束吧...再也不要对自己说有日不落...我好想再感受那温暖的阳光, 好想再体验那潇洒的解脱...但, 他飘散了, 就是飘散了...而我, 依然对那落花依依不舍...多少次, 不小心让泪决了碮, 落花, 你能感受得到吗? 闪着泪光, 想一个人, 是一种幸福...我听到了自己的呼吸声...一种幸福的声音...

当我抬头望着满天星空, 揣测你就在天边的哪个角落时, 星星的闪亮, 就是你的善良...它们都很美, 你可有看到? 我对你的思念, 你可有感受到? 落花也有他光辉灿烂之时, 就算当他堕落, 我也欣赏他那不食人间烟火的美...

你不会寂寞, 因为有个人永远与你心连心...

My heart is still pain...

I cry again...

This time, I am touched by a movie...THE LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL...

I really duno why i cry...i noe i think of something...but i not sure wat is that...

Till i saw somebody's blog...so good that she still have her lovely grandmother...

Haiz...now i only realize that i never can accept the truth that she leaves me...

I mean...such a good and lovely person...why should she bear all the suffers?

I noe that i m very firm and never cry easily...even after i found out she won't be there anymore for me...

But when the coffin is about to closed...i realize that i will never ever see her again in my whole life....

I cry...with all my heart...almost fainted...

And now...with the faded memory...I try hard not to uncover the pain deep in my heart...although sometimes i will still cry secretly in my bed...

That is the movie that remind me again of this truth...

I cry for her...again...

Don't know why.......

Last Friday was the first day of Hamlet's presentation. The first group was Wai Chuen their group. In their introduction, they played a music. The music is really sounds familiar to me. After a few seconds, i recognized it as a background music from a Stephen Chow's movie. I have tried to search for the music about a year ago, but can't find it. Maybe it is fate that i heard the music in my English class. So, i straight away ask for the music from one of the group member. At first I thought the music is not with him, i have to get from other group member. But to my surprise, he is the one who suggested the music to his group as intro music. I am also surprise that he watches Stephen Chow's movie...When i listen to the music in my earphone, i suddenly cry.....really, it is a sudden. I duno why i cry...maybe i m just too touched with the music...i have been searched for the music for almost a year, yet i duno the music is with a people that i know...远在天边, 近在眼前...or, i am crying for this...

You-Know-Who

Here are some "famous quotes" from "Alien"....

Alien: Morning!!!
Whole class: ......

Alien: Is there anything in Physics that u want to ask me?
Someone: ......

Alien: How was the test yesterday?
Whole class: ......
Alien: No comment.....-.-

Alien: I thought handset is not allowed in class...???
Someone: ......

Alien: I think u should separate ur physics book la...
Me: ......

Alien: So sir, our Physics class is quite slow la...
Mr.Tan: Yea..ur class is quite slow...
Alien(looking at someone): I think I know why...
[Aside]Bainin: Yalo...Why hor?????

Alien: Why are u always doing ur calculus homework in the morning?
[Aside]Bainin: So????? What's the matter????

Alien(looking up): Is there anything interesting up there?
Bainin: ......

Alien(in the mph when Physics test): Mr.Gary's students this side!!! Mr.Tan's students that side!!! Anyone has question please raise ur hand!!!
We: What the hell??????

Bainin, still got anything u want to add??? hahaha...

茫点

有些事,不知该继续还是放弃…
已经没有任何的知觉,是麻木了吗? 还是…一直以来, 都是在自欺欺人?
他已经不知道该 怎么做了…多少年来,他都觉得这是义务,必须完成,无从选择…
有人说,婴儿一出生时的哭声,是最纯洁的,那哭声是多么地与世无争,心无别念…他常想,这到底都是为了什么?
心存善念地对待他人,心境纯洁...什么时候,他也变得和别人一样?他还是他吗?
脸上挂着的是幸福的笑容,还是虚伪的面具? 他已经不懂得怎么分辨了…没有人看见自己时,才是真正的自己…那么,是选择相信自己吗?
偶尔,还会天真地等待奇迹出现,也会为不时看见的善为而欣慰…随着时间的流逝,他却不确定所看到的,是实是幻…到底何为真,何为假?
他开始觉得,一切都是注定了的吧? 他还能怎样? 只有好好地保护自己,连自己的眼睛所看到的,都不轻易相信…真是这样的吗? 他觉得心好苦,好酸…
他真的迷失了,迷失在茫茫的森林里…
小丑尽力地笑着,希望能带给别人欢乐,但却没人在乎他真正的感受…他笑了…他嘲笑自己,怎么连小丑都没有他那么悲哀…他真的什么感觉都没有了…心狠吗? 冷血吗? 他苦笑着,这不都是被逼的吗?
走在茫茫人海中,他却感受不到一丝气息,仿佛时间在刹那定格,瞬间成永恒…他永远是个空壳,一个没有灵魂的空壳…是什么时候开始的呢? 他无法确定…但他知道,不管怎样,都无法破解这个魔咒…
是他的不幸,还是全人类的不幸?

Two months left in ICPU

Time passed really fast...We just have two months left in ICPU...Still remember the first time we are here? We don't know each other and everyone is a stranger to each other...We missed our secondary school friends and hope to get back to secondary school...

Time passed and we are getting closer to each other...

We overcome every difficulty together...

We walked through every single test and quiz together...

We completed every assignment together...

We finished our presentation together...

We do our community service together...


We study together for tests and final exams...



We are stressed out together...

After the tests, we played and have outing together...
We passed our IELTS together...

And we have OSSLT together as well as the upcoming BTN...

We chatted till the late of night...

Together we tired for our studies...Together we enjoy for our every single outing...
And now, I know that we can't avoid the moment, the moment for us to separate...And I know that I will not be able to control myself from shedding tears...I cherish my every single moment with my friends here...I miss my every single day here with my friends...

When the day is to come, I know that all these will become the most memorable part in my life...

crazy singing!!!!!!!!!!

Today i suppose to study and finish my physics and calculus homework, but i duno why, i went to sing K...I think maybe next time won't have the chance to go out with them anymore, especially Shawn...so I just don't care and go enjoy myself lo...

It's really enjoy la...everyone(maybe just most of them)sing till like crazy ad..We sometimes sing together, sometimes solo...and sometimes give chances for those "banana" to sing( i m sorry but i m not mean here ya) some english songs...

Maybe all of us(except Shawn, haha), are ICPU students, and maybe we are all JPA sponsored students, we are stressed, seriously...so when we are singing, we just shout out...we just want to "throw away" all our stress and worries...after singing and dancing with so high mood, I think we all already, at least get rid of some stress...

After high for 3++ hours, it's time to get back to the reality...

Anyway this is the most craziest singing that i have done...hope still got the chance to be crazy like this with u all again...

好心一定有好报吗?

想想看, 为什么要做好人? 好人真难做...心地太善良就会被欺负,好人也不见得会有好报...不是吗? 看看身边的人, 怎么好像好人都很命苦? 反而是那些十恶不赦的小人命却那么长, 公平吗? 既然并没有所谓的好报,那为什么要做好人?

处处为别人着想, 希望别人都能得到最好的,最后只会累得自己偏体磷伤, 不是吗? 那么好来干什么? 别人会替你着想吗? 自己又能得到什么? 最后得到的, 还不是来自他人的背叛与伤害? 有时侯,真的会觉得做个好人, 真傻...

很悲哀吧? 不想同意却又无法否认...更悲哀的是, 人之初,性本善...每个人最初的心还是善良的, 都不想伤害任何人, 甜的都让给别人, 有什么苦却都自己啃...

我想, 也许好人的好报, 就是心无牵挂,问心无愧...应该继续慈悲,还是把心一横?

Don't take the lift alone

I have a scary experience in Casa lift. I am not going to tell the story...I just can say that it's really scared me to death...And I want to advice everyone : Never take the lift alone. If the lift is empty, then u just wait for another lift...safer...

After experiencing this scary incident, I really realize..If we can live on this world, it's already the greatest blessings for us...Don't complain about things, don't feel discontented with things...We are already lucky enough to live...

生命不是必然的...

Am I a Good Friend?

Should I be more sensitive?

Should I be more tolerable?

Should I be more concern?

Should I pay more attention to others?

Should I be kinder?

Should I just don't be too straight forward?

Should I care for other's feeling more?

Should I encourage others more?

Am I being a good friend? No, I am not...I should have felt her loneliness and sadness, but I don't...

Am I a cold-blooded? I should have sense her feeling earlier, with my whole heart, but I don't...

This is really sad and brings me down into the valley...

无题

终于完成我的IELTS 了.这个星期,我真的要佩服我自己了.一口气搞定了四个test,数学，物理，道德，英文．．．再加上IELTS．．．我是怎么做到的呢？以前的我才没那么勤劳,那么坚持．．．现在是因为有压力了,才变得勤劳努力了些．．．
我在三月十二日考了speaking. 真巧,去年的同月同日,我也领取了我的SPM成绩．．．甚至我还怀疑，连时间也一样，同样是早上十时．．．
这些回忆,让我觉得时间实在是过得太快了．．．还记得拿成绩那天的情况，我和朋友都拿到不错的成绩，于是我们便去看电影庆祝，记得那是＇老师嫁老大＇．．．一年后，很巧的是，我也和朋友去看了＇幸福万岁＇，同样都是新加坡戏．．．
时间的快真是让人措手不及，一切事物的变化也让人始料不及．．．
当我想要捉住它时，它已悄悄地从我身边溜走，我驀然回首，醒觉，已人去楼空．．．
一切事物，皆因不能释怀而无疾而终，原来，只要放下,一切都会成过眼烟云，正如苏轼＜定风波＞所说的，回首向来萧瑟处,归去,也无风雨也无情．．．
一时之间，太多感慨，无处发泄，只有借此来抒发．．．

Craps

Just want to crap...

Yesterday Mr.Allan had mentioned, there is one spacecraft(actually i duno is it a spacecraft...), Kepler, is in orbit now. The mission of this spacecraft is to discover any Earth-like planet in the universe...And i did some reading about it, the scientist said that if this spacecraft can't find any earth-like planet, then we are really alone in the universe...

Earth-like planet? Only earth-like planet can have living organisms? Earth-like planets are those planets which have similar conditions with earth? Got water? got oxygen? These are just basic needs for living organisms on earth...Can't it be that there is an organism that do not need any water or oxygen? Who say the prior factor for a planet to have organism is water? If they continue to study with that mind...guarantee they can't find any planet with living organisms...even if that planet, full with living organisms, in front of their eyes, yet they will not see it...

Anyway i am convinced that we are not alone in the universe...Just wait and see =)

Good Luck to me and everyone...

Finally finished all the tests...

Luckily i did ok in these 4 tests... Thanks God...I noe U r there...

Please...let my luck continue until Saturday...

And tmr, my speaking test...

Haiz, i just wish myself have more confidence...

I know I can do it!!!

Sports

This 2 days, Feb 26th and Feb 27th, i had played too much sports ad...

badminton
basketball
archery
bowling
squash

today, i cant even hold a teapot for a cup of tea...-.-

So syok leh...haha...duno still got chance to play like this or not..

Next time, i want to try tennis...

Sports to do soon:
tennis
skating

I miss skating so much lo...my skills sure regress ad...

Enjoyed!!!!!!!

Oh...my hands are really painful now...
i played 4 sports today....badminton, basketball, archery, bowling...
i really enjoyed badminton...haha...and i can see my improvement in playing basketball...
At night, we went to sunway pyramid.
I played archery for my first time...at first i was really scared of it...but i was really enjoyed ^.^ After that we went to play bowling...my bowling skills was quite embarassed...but i got striked 2 times!!! Please bear with me...i never strike before...-.-
Today i was really really enjoyed!!!
Happy 19th birthday bainin!!!

Cockroachhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!

Just now, i was doing my homework outside at the dining table.
Suddenly, there was a scream from bainin's room.
Then bainin n wahida ran out like jumpa hantu.
I asked what had happened.
They just screamed : cockroachhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!
I was shocked too, cz i m also really scare of 小强...
Sumore the cockroach can fly leh...
Luckily Jason was there...so he caught the cockroach and threw it to the first floor...
Luckily the cockroach had gone, if not v all will die la...
Luckily the cockroach was not in my room, if not i n denise will sleep outside on the sofa...

Second time...

The second time for me....

Haiz, i don't know why i always encounter this type of problem, always complained by people on making noises...

Today as usual, i was at library, with my friends. We were doing our homework. But of course we cant do our homework with dead silence...we must chit chat also ma...so we talk and talk, talk with low voice but laugh with loud voice(a chinese phrase). That time i only realized that there are ppl who are reali kiam pa and the word 'kiam pa' is written on their face...

The girl, sat beside our table, suddenly went to the counter and complained about us. At first i still think that the girl will not complain us, as taylor's library is actually quite noisy and everybody is talking...mayb we are reali 'shuai' to sit beside her...

Then the librarian came and politely warned us. Then i asked the librarian, why don't she just go upstair and study alone? But i think the librarian was already scared by the girl, so she just ignored me and adviced us to lower our voice...ok..fine, asks us to lower our voice? we will just make our voices louder anyway. Go complain again la, dare to complain again she sure kena with me...

Maybe i am quite polite with girls, if tat one is a boy...i will sure give him a memorable lesson...About this, chook teng, nian yi and xin ying can prove it...hehe... Last year, to prepare for our english 3U final exam, we studied at discussion room. Just like other ppl, we were talking to each other. Then suddenly got one guy, he teared down the rule paper from the wall, and pasted it on our table, asked us to read it! OMG...he was so rude. I think it is because we are girls, while other study groups, who was making noises too, consists of boys...So, he aimed on us!

But i think he never anticipate this...When he was trying to paste the paper on our table, i straight away snatched the paper and throw it to the ground..haha..the guy just walked away, with an unbelievable look...Maybe he never think that i will be so fierce and dare to revolt...

So, these are my experiences...i am a polite girl, but please don't think that i am nice to be bullied!

感动死人了!!!

不是很记得哪里读过这篇文章，我只是根据我的记忆，大概写出来和大家分享．希望能给各位一些深程的领悟．．．

好感人啊．．．

这是好久以前的故事．．．

中国早期，有很多对新人都是在成亲当日第一次见面．

在我们的婚礼上,我掀起你的盖头，这是我们的第一次见面．你那含情脉脉的双眼，让我不知不觉爱上你这第一次见面的新娘子．我记得当时，我说：我爱你,你爱我吗？你羞答答地点了点头．我再问：你会爱我一辈子吗？你却摇了摇头．

我们第一个孩子出生时,　我问：我爱你,你爱我吗？你仍然羞答答地点了点头．我再问：你会爱我一辈子吗？你却还是摇了摇头．我有点失望．

我们孩子的大学毕业典礼上，我还是问：我爱你,你爱我吗？你大力地点了点头．我满怀希望地问：你会爱我一辈子吗？你仍是摇了摇头．我还是失望了，但我有你一直陪在身旁，也不会去奢望成亲当日才第一次碰面的你会爱我一辈子．

当我们满头银发坐在躺椅上时，我再次问：我爱你,你爱我吗？你握着我的手，坚定地点了点头．就和十年前一样，我问：你会爱我一辈子吗？你却还是摇了摇头．这次，我释怀了．．．

看着病床上奄奄一息的你，我知道，你就要永远离开我了．．．你忽然拿下呼吸器，在我的耳边，微弱地说：我爱你,　我一生一世都爱你，直到走完这一生, 我才敢说,　我会爱你一辈子．．．

直到走完这一生, 我才敢说,　我会爱你一辈子

Wish Me Luck...

Happy Chinese New Year!!!

But how could it be happy?? so many assignments...and all the assignments are not easy at all, have to write 1000 words essay, have to analyse ??? criticism, which is really hard for us...

this cny...haiz... i have to say it out, it's really pity for me la, i want to enjoy it, i hope i can do it...

so, whatever it is, i am going to celebrate my cny...assignments? my target is finish my essay and finish reading pnp v2...

so, wish me luck, coz i m not really sure that whether i can hit my target or not T.T it's too many temptation right now leh, in front of me now is tv, 2mr going back to hometown leh...

wish me luck...wish me luck...

华文万岁!!!

最近看了某人的部落格
突然好想写华文
其实我用英文写部落格纯粹只是想多写些英文
因为我的英文实在是太烂了
不进步些不行呀！
曾经想过
要是我的英文能跟我的华文势均力敌
那该有多好
无可否认的是
有些感受
有些心情
永远只有华文能表达得贴切
华文永远都是最唯美的
方块字永远都是最特别的

虽说
受英文教育之贤
比受华文教育之贤
来得更令人器重
然而
我却不曾后悔
只因
华文是我的母语
我以我的母语为荣

是的,英文是国际语言…
华文再怎么普遍也没有可能取代这个位置
世界日新月异
不再是英文一语走天下的时候了
是的,这正是华文苦等了五千年的时刻
可以肯定的是,
不久的将来,
即使华文不能超越英文
也必定能与英文平起平坐

真心地说
我真庆幸自己是个真正的华人
会说,会听,会看,会写…
自己的英文再怎么烂,都是值得的…

我真是爱死华文了!!!
华文万岁!!!

I am NORMAL !!!

Once upon a time, i feel that i m really abnormal...don't know how to explain it...but recently i have discovered some ppl who are more abnormal than me....luckily got them, if not i will continue thinking that i m an abnormal ppl...

1. Mr. Pigg...I same class with him in advanced function class last semester. He really likes to ask nonsense...ask something that is too specific n detailed for teacher to answer...keep wasting teacher's time(our time too) in the class...and when teacher asks a question, he will answer it with extremely loud voice, maybe he's worrying that his classmate will don't know his cleverness....and the voice always wake me up in the class(my ad.func class is the first period which normally i will feel asleep....) luckily i didn't get the same class with him this semester!

2. Miss Ai...I same class with her in English 3U class last semester...quite fun also...as i always anticipate for her presentation...i still remember her slam poem...i really should not laugh so hard that time...haiz..feel guilty la..What i can say is she is too 'loyal' to Islam d...

3. Mr.Noname(i duno his name) This person, i just met him today, in Bainin's first period class. I went to Bainin's class and chat with her...actually my purpose is to have a look at Mr.Noname, who Bainin had complained about to me before...i never think that i will 'kena' in my first time meeting with tat person...I brought my photocopy physics text book with me, he, suddenly came and told me that i should separate the physics textbook into few parts(wat's the matter? who are u?) then i politely told him that i considered before to separate my book, but due to some reasons, i think it's better for me to keep it like this...then he said' i still think that it's better for u to separate it'...his tone is like instructing me to do that...omg!!!

4. Miss.Kel...actually i think many people already know this...if i really want to tell her things here, i m worrying that it will require few pages...so, in conclusion, she is the most 'kiasu' ppl who i ever met!!!

After knowing that there are ppl like this around me, i am so relieve that....I AM NORMAL!!!

busy busy n busy...

Life is getting busy now...

A lot of physics homework, which due on friday, that i have to complete now...yet i haven get start with it...

According to denise, her physics homework is just section 1.1, due on friday...i guess my homework is twice of her....

Human is like that, when they have something, they will not appreciate it; when they lose it, they will only regret...I m one of the example...when i got a long holiday, i hope it will quickly pass as i really feel boring doing nothing at home, now...what i m begging for is just a holiday....ridiculous-.-

Feel happy too, as Chinese New Year is around the corner...this is the happiest day for me...No matter how much homework is given for the one week holiday, i will enjoy my cny to the fullest...

The second semester...

Finally i got to know my second semester timetable...Generally i am satisfied with my new timetable.

For my Eng 4U and Calculus and Vector, i got Ms Natalie and Ms Joanne, who are my previous lecturers also. Feel lucky to get them again as they already know me...haha...especially Ms Joanne, well-known for her good teaching, feel so lucky to get her again...^.^ Whereas for my physics i got Mr.Allan. Heard that i will get many homeworks from him, but he is really nice...i will appreciate it...

This semester, my classmates are not that same with last semester. In my Eng 4U class, if i m not mistaken, i m the only chinese girl-.-OMG...i m so pity, no company in that class, so i just sit with a guy friend. In Calculus and Physics class, most of the guys who same class with me are from the gang who is really good in their study...haiz...going to die in those classes too...

Anyway, i hope i can do well in these subjects...it's going to be a busy semester, i have to recharge myself first...

新年快乐

这是2009年的第一篇文章.

0909,长长久久...希望在这一年里, 一切美好的事物都会长长久久. 愿世界的和平,所有人的快乐,都可以永久不褪色...

当遇到挫折时,别气恼,别气馁,谁不曾经历低潮? 世上最可悲的就是不相信自己. 这一年,我希望我可以做到这点.

人生短短数十载,看..又是新的一年了...

于是,快乐和心灵的自在比什么都重要...一切都是美好的,只是不要把事情看得太重...

愿大家的新年愿望都能实现...新年快乐!!!