Saturday, December 5, 2009

这几天都觉得很累。想好好读书,却一直想睡。。可是我每天都有睡至少6个小时,怎么会累呢?感觉自己好‘猪' 啊~~~

我想,那是种抽象的累吧。。

怎么那么快就对一切都厌倦? 我只知道我好想家。。

何时才能回去呢?

最近,发现我突然有种感觉,以前从来都没有的感觉。。很玄,无法解释

就像我无法想象北极熊怎么和金鱼相遇,飞鸟如何想游, 鱼如何想飞。。

无从摸索,无从说起

就让一切随着时光的瑚柏,自然而然地,封闭在未知数里。。

就让我耐心地等。。

Monday, November 23, 2009

I love you =)

Thursday, November 19, 2009

出走

今晚, 一个人出走.

不走走看看, 永远不会知道沿途风景.

原来这就是我梦中的不夜城. 圣诞快到了...路边街灯都开始装饰,就连灯光都变得有点梦幻...

走在那陌生的街上, 看到一个老外在弹奏小提琴, 怎么我听起来就像是中国古典乐曲? 哈哈

也看到了那个大广场...有棵好大的白色圣诞树...也有几只可爱的白色小熊...白色灯光亮着, 让我好期待那梦中的白色圣诞...

逛着超市, 商店都开始售卖圣诞装饰品. 看到一些可爱的小礼物, 不会贵, 可以买. =)

感受到晚风的刺骨, 但心好温暖, 真的感受到那小小的幸福^^

一个人出走,真的不一样...晚上的所见,也全然不同...

我要...出走.

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Help...T_T

I don't want to fail in direction!!!!!!!!! >_<

I can't even recognize the buildings around my residence after two months staying here ....T_T

If I am alone, I will still get lost from class to class, buliding to building...

I still cannot walk alone to the nearest shopping mall...no...I should say...after I get in to the shopping mall through the entrance which I am familiar with, I don't know whether I still can get back to the same entrance or not...

I go to the wrong entrance = LOST

I don't want I don't want >_<

I want to recognize every roads and bulidings here!!!

Monday, November 9, 2009

突然想写些什么...

写了些字,却又把它擦掉

无话可说...

人越大, 越觉得空虚...

领悟的事越多, 也渐渐对一切没有了感觉...

我不想这样...

但无能为力...

人都不能抗拒长大

期待真正豁然开朗的一天...

我知道我已经伸手可及...

就等着别人的醒悟

Monday, October 26, 2009

It's My Day ^^

Hahaha..i have more than 24 hours to celebrate my birthday..because of the time difference...yesterday was my birthday in Malaysia...then today is my birthday in Canada...hahaha...so fast one year had passed..and I rmb last year i celebrated my birthday with my housesmates...miss them lo~~~ yesterday we all went out to eat and it was my first time to eat steamboat here...of course malaysia's steamboat better lo hahaha...but actually it doesn't matter...so touched they all are willing to celebrate my birthday with me...coz i noe everyone is busy with study, next week got midterm >< i duwan to waste ppl's time...this was the first thing which makes me feel like crying...i am easily touched but it is not easy for me to shed tears...

Then yesterday night, at 12.30am, bainin skype with me....that time denise was in bainin's room too, we all chat for a while then kelly came in, followed by xinying...bainin's webcam not bad o...i can see all of them clearly...then they sang birthday song for me...I am so touched and suddenly miss those time we spent together in A-06-11...hahha..it was a really valuable experience which is only owned by us, the member of A0611 ^^ we chat for an hour, then I called wahida to come and 6 of us chat for one more hour...hahaa..it was like 2am already...i sacrificed my sleep, but I was really happy and touched ^^ This was the second thing which makes me feel like crying again T_T


today morning i checked my email...found out so many wishes from facebook, or e-cards....all from my primary, secondary or taylor's frens...hahaa...feel so happy o...my birthday is remembered..now i only noe how many frens I have..hahaha..anyway I am really touched...this feeling is even stronger when I am in a place, so far away from my home...


and thanks to the gift again...the nivea hand lotion is really good...guess my hand wont be so dry anymore XD and the lipstick, it's nice on my lips..haha..XD


妈妈告诉我,今年的阳历十月二十五日就是农历九月初八,刚好我出生那年,也是同样的日期,十九年来,阳历和农历碰头, 这是头一遭...好巧哦..哈哈=)


祝我生日快乐 =)


Sunday, October 18, 2009

I like it...

Slowly...I have found my real interest...I will develop my interests in the field and I will not waste my talent and passion in that field~~ Thanks for the long talk yesterday night, I really learned a lot..

Finally, the book has published..and as expected, it is the nicest among all the series, because of its harmony colours...and the most important is, the quality of the essays...I thought it will be expensive, coz of the size, thickness and colour pages..but it is cheap!!! it's only costs RM 13!!! must buy...worth buying...please support =)

Nowadays, it's becoming colder and I got injured on my hands...cold burn >< the temp ady dropped to -ve...but it didn't snow yet...heard that this autumn is colder than last year's, so either the winter will come earlier, or the winter will be terrible...

miss the hotnesss in Malaysia eh~~~

And happy birthday to my brother!!! can't celebrate with u all this year...(actually for the next four years) I miss you all~~~

I miss home TT ~~~

Friday, October 9, 2009

Exams

This week is quite full with exams...Calculus test which worth 20%, chemistry midterm which is also worth 20%, and next week has linear algebra mid term...Those tests quite tough leh...especially the chemistry...the hardest chem paper i have ever had..=.= But I know all these are parts of Uni...this is just the beginning...luckily I am quite optimistic with those marks...really nid to learn how to be more optimistic...since form 4 or form 5 I have started to feel nothing for my marks..coz I know all these will matter nothing at the end of the journey...so i never really stressed on my marks..haha...although now I am in Uni, I am still the same...trying to become a robot le...haha...I know, everything will be fine at the end...don't worry and be happy...
And proud to say...U of T ranking this year is 29th...very top eh...I study here but i duno why it will rank so top..=.= haha...
and this Saturday, I am going to Mississauga again...haha..i quite miss the biotech gang there..=) now is autumn, it is beautiful over there...next monday is the only holiday before the winter break...the ThanksGiving day...
Till here...cheers!!!
Study hard, and play hard too!!!

Friday, October 2, 2009

One month

Here I am.

Nothing much...new life new experiences...

Mid-term is around the corner...

Study hard and play hard too...

Weekdays study, weekend relax...

Listen to songs...

Sports...

Shopping...

Exploring...

Miss home too...it's so far away...

Lastly...Happy Mooncake Festival!!! 中秋节快乐!!!

Friday, September 18, 2009

也就过了两个星期.没什么,就只是过回忙碌的日子.只是一切都要自己去打理了.孤身一人,来到这陌生又遥远的大城市,能靠的只有自己.而我,从出发那天到现在,眼泪都没掉过,还以为自己会哭呢...也许真的麻木了...
听着天黑黑,突然想起很多以前的事,想哭,但还是忍住了.
一夕之间,领悟了许多.
给我勇气,让我坚强一些.我知道这一切都不容易.
一句普通不过的话,就能给自己带来安慰.
加油.