这个决定，也许对你造成很大的伤害，不要恨, 因为或许你不知道另一方也被这决定折磨着

不要什么都不知道就鲁莽自下定论

小误解累积成河, 日日夜夜，足以造成巨大伤害

很多事情其实你都不知道，就不要为了这些事胡思乱想

也许糊涂地过日子也好

傻人有傻福

冬假去哪里好呢？目的地肯定是美国了，但不知道是去纽约呢，还是去华盛顿，去佛罗里达州是夏天的事吧。

有好多人约我呢，还是跟回同年的朋友吧

我只要求你的谅解, 哪怕就那么一点点...希望你不要不理我, 哪怕只是向我点一点头, 微微笑...希望一切能重新来过, 哪怕我再也不会认识现在我所认识的人...

我只是希望, 你不要再惦念着那些过去, 只要你尝试, 哪怕就忘记那么一丁点

让我们重新出发吧

i have something to say =)

yayyy...done one of the craziest week...but more are coming soon...anyway i wont care for it for now XD

hmm....finger cut is healing...hope it will be fine real soon...injection effects finally gone !! i can bath and do things like normal d...only the finger wound matters now...

went for volunteering for fall campus day...chemical engineering volunteers...answer alot of ques from parents and high school students....great experience though...haha

i am being really honest when they ask me abt my life as a chem eng student XD

tomorrow badminton...sometimes i really wonder, should i go for badminton? or church? i am not a christian, but going to that church, and listen to the messages conveyed by the priest really make me realize something in my life...

but i like badminton...it's like the only sport that can make me play for hours...hahaa

yesterday, Toronto-ians celebrated my birthday...it's kind of surprising though coz i duno they will book a dinner in Matahari..i kinda tot it was a normal outing ...coz we always party on fri nite

so we went to eat there, i ordered char keoy teow, others order mee goreng, hokkien mee, nasi lemak, rendang etc...the food are not bad, but insane expensive XD one plate of char keoy teow costs me abt 18 dollars after tax =S

anyway, once in a while, i dun mind...i had a birthday cake there...and kind of paiseh too, coz it's like in a restaurant, with other outsiders around, when they sang the bday song, i feel abit paiseh la..haha

had a nice birthday celebration with them...it really feels nice coz u are alone in oversea without ur family around, and u hav a bunch of close frens who celebrate ur bday with u...i feel really warm...we are friends, but we are also a big family, a family of Malaysian JPA students in Toronto...^^

Thank you so much my family in Toronto...it's really nice to have you guys here =)

reminded of that again

cut my finger...ouuchhhh...it was sooo painful...cried when i washed my wound

went to see doctor, skipped 2 classes for that...she said i almost sliced my finger tip off...cried again when she washed my wound...painnnnn

given a Tetanus shot, to prevent infection...a deep cut

typing with 9 fingers now...

i cried...and again, i was reminded of that PAIN again...a deep deep cut in my heart

don't leave me just like that...please...almost 8 years, but i still feel the deep pain in my heart

or should i just leave with you =(

sportsss

played some sports in Toronto...like frisbee, basketball..and recently tried swimming and badminton =)

nice sports...though tired, but it was really a good exercise..will continue learning swimming =)

realized who are the ones really good to me =)

thanks my friends

风筝断了线, 往事般落在我面前, 是谁忘了将风筝握紧一点, 牵起了那年的秋天

往事如过眼烟云, 过了就真的是过了, 莫要流连忘返...

再舍不得也得放下

偶然的心丝拨动, 也要忍耐, 让它消逝

我了解, 离开树的叶, 属于地上的世界, 凋谢

云, 就算不想离开天堂, 还是要化成雨滴, 落下来

叶, 不再是叶

云, 不再是云

景, 已然不在

我, 也已不是我

missing residence's life...

stay off campus now...need to do everything on my own...no more chestnut =(

if chestnut is not that expensive, i will consider staying there again this year =.= but it is just too expensive, so i decided to move out...

so have to do everything myself lo...like clean the house, cook, walk out to do laundry =(

sure miss chestnut life la ... so syok, cleaner will clean ur room every week, vacuum the carpet (gt carpet sumore, so that the floor will be warm)...and clean ur toilet (it's ensuite bathroom leh , tissue rolls provided sumore >.< ) everyday dont need to worry for meals, there are varieties of food + drinks, dont need to cook, dont need to wash, dont need to think what to cook today, what to eat today...

so contrast to now...lol

but now is alot more cheaper than chestnut la...can't deny that...

missing residence's life = missing pig's life...XD

who doesn't like pig life wor? XD

but move out has its advantages too...if not what on earth will make me cook ? haha

so...just leave my residence's life as a sweet memory !

cheers !! back to work !!

Gave up for the crap

it just doesn't work right now for me...i mean...i just don't feel right...

i really hope time can heal everything...but it's now like more than half a year...why is it still like that?

it's not my fault...but...i am not doing the right thing as well...who can teach me what or how should i do?

i have tried my best...but sometimes i just feel so tired...so tired...too tired to be like this...but what i did doesn't receive any results...at least it seems like that to me...

so sometimes really want to give up...don't want to care anymore...

feel so so so sad actually...why did this crap happen to me?

fine...i surrender! i give up! i totally give up!

Cool house warming party !!!

our house had organized an open house party for all our friends here...we started to prepare for it at around 2 pm...cut onions and garlics...wash vege...buy stuffs...it was my first time shedding tears when cutting onions, too much ady i guess...lol...i helped wen hui cooked fried rice, and it tastes so nice !! thumb up to wen hui...then nian yi cooked shrimp omelet and i also cooked that, but mine was almost failed =S ...after all i am a newbie in cooking =p great applause to nian yi too ...then we also cooked cabbage...alfie cooked his cheese omelet...good job for him =)

so everyone reached around 6pm...and we start eating...i was actually quite hungry so i ate quite alot =p with ta pao tauhu & siu yok & fried chicken...all home cooked !!! after eating, we played bluff for so many rounds =.= don't really know how to cheat anyway hahaa...=p we drank beers and vodka...err actually i just drank a little bit of beer, and abit bit vodka mixed with orange juice =.= can't feel anyting hahaa....others drunk leh...red faces red eyes...feel like terbang sumore =p hahaa ...i guess they had gone crazy coz they disco at nian yi's room =.= switched off the light with torch light shinning around =.=

anyway..i guess everyone has fun and enjoy it to the maximum !!! it's a nice party right? ^^ hope we will have it again in the near future XD

WWE Raw !!!

Omg...i can't believe i am going this !!!

watched it on TV since form 4...when sit in front of tv that time, never imagine or thought that i will one day go to watch LIVE in Toronto...

this is a WWE world tour in Toronto Air Canada Centre...from 7.30pm to 10 pm...

saw Edge, Chris Jericho, Randy Orton...!!! hahaa can't believe i saw them ...not on tv...is in the ring !!!

Cool night !!!

Photos will be uploaded soon in fb =)