Tuesday, May 4, 2010

long yet short

8 months away from home, this can be counted as short, yet it can be long for me too...a lot of things happen in these 8 months, sometimes i think many things are already fated, a small decision, will change ur life forever...i think i change a lot in these 8 months...i even start to eat meat...being influenced i guess...the two sems just fly pass me, if i would like to use 'memorable' to describe my first sem, then i think i will use 'realization' to describe my 2nd sem...started to realize the truth, it is a kind of metamorphosis...i wonder...really wonder...what has happened to me? change in the way of thinking, maturity, and the way to handle problems...8 months, feels like 8 years, i wonder why will i have such feeling...too deep, the changes are too deep...the impacts are not that i can handle properly, it tests on my patience, determination, and belief...grow up in such a short time, may be it is unfair, but it is really the time to get up and think twice, am i such a coward? i am not sure, this is the end, or it is just a starting point? still like the phrase, let nature takes its own course...

by the way, wish we all a happy summer break =)

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