I do not have a good mood this few days...i even feel sad...
it will be mid of january soon...
can I be happy again?
I don't want to feel the way that I do...at least for now...
I want to go back home...
I am not sure how long more can I stand all these...
What I can do now is just to be tough...as tough as I can...tougher than what I can imagine...
It will be a long way to go...yet it is short too...let it pass by heart...
I will try to feel it...
I will not give up no matter what...
I really miss home...