Saturday, December 18, 2010

almost there...

finally one more paper left ^^

oh well i dun care how hard are u i will kill u just like how i kill my other subjects =)

u know what? positive thinking is so important that it really can affect ur energy and motivation...=)

so be postivie ;)

and believe that u can do it...when u believe, everything is possible and everything will come true...

that's the secret

Monday, December 6, 2010

awww I love my voice

no mood to study ady....saturated =S there's too much to study ><>watched some duet videos on youtube...i need a guy who knows how to duet and sing to duet with me too =p
if i know the song, i m sure i can sing the girl's part...after listen to a song for few times, i can know how to sing both girl's and boy's parts ...
there's alot of chinese and english songs which i can duet....but mostly are chinese songs la =p
can't find a guy who can duet with me yet lol
btw...my China friend, who listened to my presentation for the first time, told me : 你的声音在present 的时候,变得很甜呢! 很好听!
zzz...abit swt..hahaa...
seriously, we can't tell whether one has a good voice or not by judging his or her speaking voice..lol..coz if i speak, my voice is like very normal, or i can say my speaking voice is actuali not nice..but when i sing...it will surprise those who never heard it XD
but honestly, i love my voice...when singing...even me myself also canno resist the voice...kinda canno believe that it is my own voice =p
so...i love my voice so much !! ^^

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

final is coming...first shot is lab final on this wednesday...after that all projects due...followed by econs, calculus, inorganic chemistry, fluid mechanics and process engineering finals...
add oil laa..gambateh laa..good luck laa..
try ur best laaaaaaaaaaaaa >.<

well...i love all of you...so dun kill me plz...

Sunday, November 14, 2010

next tues is process engineering midterm..seriously, I am dead...=(
i duno what to do for this subject anymore, head almost burst...

btw...a strange encounter with water and fire..what's next? air or earth? lol

yesterday after swimming, we went to play foosball...hahaa..really long time din play d...last time i played was on april 30th or so...ytd was nov 12th...wow...more than half a year i din play d =(

really had great time playing ytd...really...found back the feeling of playing foosball in chestnut..lol

miss those time in chestnut when we can play almsot everyday =(

hope can play more =)

Monday, November 8, 2010

这个决定,也许对你造成很大的伤害,不要恨, 因为或许你不知道另一方也被这决定折磨着
不要什么都不知道就鲁莽自下定论
小误解累积成河, 日日夜夜,足以造成巨大伤害
很多事情其实你都不知道,就不要为了这些事胡思乱想
也许糊涂地过日子也好
傻人有傻福

冬假去哪里好呢?目的地肯定是美国了,但不知道是去纽约呢,还是去华盛顿,去佛罗里达州是夏天的事吧。
有好多人约我呢,还是跟回同年的朋友吧

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

我只要求你的谅解, 哪怕就那么一点点...希望你不要不理我, 哪怕只是向我点一点头, 微微笑...希望一切能重新来过, 哪怕我再也不会认识现在我所认识的人...
我只是希望, 你不要再惦念着那些过去, 只要你尝试, 哪怕就忘记那么一丁点
让我们重新出发吧


Sunday, October 24, 2010

i have something to say =)

yayyy...done one of the craziest week...but more are coming soon...anyway i wont care for it for now XD

hmm....finger cut is healing...hope it will be fine real soon...injection effects finally gone !! i can bath and do things like normal d...only the finger wound matters now...

went for volunteering for fall campus day...chemical engineering volunteers...answer alot of ques from parents and high school students....great experience though...haha

i am being really honest when they ask me abt my life as a chem eng student XD

tomorrow badminton...sometimes i really wonder, should i go for badminton? or church? i am not a christian, but going to that church, and listen to the messages conveyed by the priest really make me realize something in my life...

but i like badminton...it's like the only sport that can make me play for hours...hahaa

yesterday, Toronto-ians celebrated my birthday...it's kind of surprising though coz i duno they will book a dinner in Matahari..i kinda tot it was a normal outing ...coz we always party on fri nite

so we went to eat there, i ordered char keoy teow, others order mee goreng, hokkien mee, nasi lemak, rendang etc...the food are not bad, but insane expensive XD one plate of char keoy teow costs me abt 18 dollars after tax =S

anyway, once in a while, i dun mind...i had a birthday cake there...and kind of paiseh too, coz it's like in a restaurant, with other outsiders around, when they sang the bday song, i feel abit paiseh la..haha

had a nice birthday celebration with them...it really feels nice coz u are alone in oversea without ur family around, and u hav a bunch of close frens who celebrate ur bday with u...i feel really warm...we are friends, but we are also a big family, a family of Malaysian JPA students in Toronto...^^

Thank you so much my family in Toronto...it's really nice to have you guys here =)

Sunday, October 17, 2010

reminded of that again

cut my finger...ouuchhhh...it was sooo painful...cried when i washed my wound

went to see doctor, skipped 2 classes for that...she said i almost sliced my finger tip off...cried again when she washed my wound...painnnnn

given a Tetanus shot, to prevent infection...a deep cut

typing with 9 fingers now...

i cried...and again, i was reminded of that PAIN again...a deep deep cut in my heart

don't leave me just like that...please...almost 8 years, but i still feel the deep pain in my heart

or should i just leave with you =(

Monday, October 11, 2010

sportsss

played some sports in Toronto...like frisbee, basketball..and recently tried swimming and badminton =)

nice sports...though tired, but it was really a good exercise..will continue learning swimming =)

realized who are the ones really good to me =)

thanks my friends

Monday, October 4, 2010

风筝断了线, 往事般落在我面前, 是谁忘了将风筝握紧一点, 牵起了那年的秋天

往事如过眼烟云, 过了就真的是过了, 莫要流连忘返...

再舍不得也得放下

偶然的心丝拨动, 也要忍耐, 让它消逝

我了解, 离开树的叶, 属于地上的世界, 凋谢

云, 就算不想离开天堂, 还是要化成雨滴, 落下来

叶, 不再是叶

云, 不再是云

景, 已然不在

我, 也已不是我