memories...

Suddenly my mind runs all the way back to 2008-07 to 2009-06...

ICPU...a significant turning point in my life...

9 pm gang...how are u? =)

my housemates...how are u all doing?

i hope everyone in these photos are fine...and i miss it always =)

lots and lots of love and support from me =)

新年万岁!!! ^^

庚寅年就要到啦!

新年新年, 新年快乐!!!

一个礼拜的假期...足以回忆过去的新年...

通常这个时候,我的衣橱已经挂满了新衣裳^^

我还在做着年饼呢^^

最喜欢就是炒花生,煮黄梨馅,搓面粉团^^

再来就是吃团圆饭, 守岁, 观赏没完没了的贺岁节目, 看着烟花满天飞, 炮竹声到处都是...

气氛都很浓厚^^

新年歌, 少不了!!!

yay!!! 新年万岁万岁万万岁!!!

不解

目前的状况有点奇怪，连我自己也搞不清楚。到底现在是怎么一回事啊？真的不明白...

Clear...

yeaa it's all clear now...=)

I love the feeling...being clarified and no confusion...

I suppose...

I will go ahead with my life with a big smile =D

I do not have a good mood this few days...i even feel sad...

it will be mid of january soon...

can I be happy again?

I don't want to feel the way that I do...at least for now...

I want to go back home...

I am not sure how long more can I stand all these...

What I can do now is just to be tough...as tough as I can...tougher than what I can imagine...

It will be a long way to go...yet it is short too...let it pass by heart...

I will try to feel it...

I will not give up no matter what...

I really miss home...

有时候...

有时候, 一切都只是错觉...
有时候, 一切都会过去, 只要我不再去想...
有时候, 可以忘得干脆...
有时候,时间可以证明一切, 也可以洗去一切记忆...
但, 这次呢?

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010

so fast one year has passed...still rmb i wrote a post on the first day of 2009...

yessss.....5 months more...i will go back home ^^

心痛? 不可能

在意? 不可能

一切都无法解释

情感是那么的奥妙, 我无法渗透

到底为了什么而辩?

好模糊, 好迷蒙

就像迷路

我...真的走不出去了

怎么办? 真的是这样吗? 怎么办？
我真的害怕了，不要了可以吗？
可以逃避吗？
我可以逃走吗？

这几天都觉得很累。想好好读书，却一直想睡。。可是我每天都有睡至少6个小时，怎么会累呢？感觉自己好‘猪' 啊~~~

我想，那是种抽象的累吧。。

怎么那么快就对一切都厌倦？ 我只知道我好想家。。

何时才能回去呢？

最近，发现我突然有种感觉，以前从来都没有的感觉。。很玄，无法解释

就像我无法想象北极熊怎么和金鱼相遇，飞鸟如何想游, 鱼如何想飞。。

无从摸索，无从说起

就让一切随着时光的瑚柏，自然而然地，封闭在未知数里。。

就让我耐心地等。。